Villians to Aisle # 3

Superpowers... I mean who hasn't at one time or another wished for the ability to fly, invisibility, superspeed, or just being able to use their x-ray vision? I don't know which of those I would pick; but if I had to select a power it would be for me to be more honest with people.

I often think something, or feel something and choose to hold it inside, thinking that my opinions once they have left the safe chamber of my mind will just clutter the air that they are breathing and suffocate the listener. I know of course this is certainly false in ever sense of the thought. But here I sit, wishing I could change the world by conquering my own reservations and fears. I suppose that is my villian. Every good superhero has a evil counterpart, eternally battling the hero for world domination or just to watch the world burn.

Batman had the Joker, Superman had Lex Luthor, Captain Planet had Pollution (ha-ha);  & I have my fear. Now I'm not talking about white-knuckle, knee buckling, breath clinching, fear stricken panic attacks. More the unknown. I know this is where my faith has to step in. Not knowing what my life holds in the next week or 8 1/2 months from now scares me. I want to look though the telescope on the path ahead with positive adventure-loving bliss, but I have days where I feel like everyone else knows where they are headed. Their steps have purpose.

Watch people shopping. There are those with their lists, milk-check...eggs-check...shampoo-check. In and out, purpose found and task complete. But what do you do when you don't have a list anymore, when you are free to browse the store for as long as you want? No one to rush you, hey--you even have time to delight in the free samples! The store is so big it gets overwhelming. You want to ask an employee for help, but you don't know what to ask,  how can they help you with your selections when you yourself are unaware of the item you seek. So you keep circling the aisles, one by one.

I guess I'll keep circling until I find the sale that catches my eye. All the while praying for wisdom and guidence on how to defeat the villian constantly threatening to attack. Unfortunately we don't get a return policy on life, we roll around the sun so many times before we have to "check out"...hahah! (sorry, I thought that was clever hahah) Really think about it though...I know I do. I don't want to miss whatever big thing I'm suppose to be seeing. I don't want to miss my opportunity. I'm ready to check some things off my list. Kicking the villian's butt is at the top of my shopping list this week.